Missing my Sean....

I can't believe how long ago it was that I last saw Sean outside the hotel in down town Sacramento. It's been just over 10 weeks! But it seems like it's been MONTHS...... I miss him sooo much! I knew I would.... but it seems like I miss him more with each passing day. I must say it's kind of fun writing letters, it's kind of old-fashioned.... and something we've never had to do before. I think we are getting to know each other on a deeper level. Not to say we weren't in love like that before.. but it just keeps getting better!

Sean suprised me and called on Friday. He said I need to take him to AIT at Ft. Leonard Wood, MO. SO... I canceled my plane ticket to SC so that I can drive our mini van. I'm learning how quickly things can change in the military. We never know when things are going to happen, when our next phone call will be.. or how to plan anything. I sure hope this is the final plan! If it all works out... I'll see him for family day on Thursday and graduation is Friday at 10 am for his company. We leave for MO Friday afternoon and hopefully, after he checks in on Saturday night we can be together through Sunday too! That means we'll have four days together!!!!! So after that great news and a 20 minute phone call... he called again on Friday and we got to talk for another half hour. He is still squad leader... he passed his final PT test. Out of 300 he got a 268. He was hoping to do even better but was happy with that. He said he ordered some t-shirts including a onsie for Stetson that says "Future Soldier" He can't wait to meet little Stetson and see the other kids too! He said training was easier than he thought it would be.... he said a lot of guys improved a lot... he stayed about the same the whole time and he hasn't gained or lost a pound. I think it's because he was in such good shape when he left... he was working so hard physically. It was just great to hear his voice again and hear that he's doing so well. It's encouraging to me and reminds me that this is all worth it... we both know this is what the Lord wants for our family. I'm just learning to live one day at a time, every day is a new day and every day is one day closer to being together :-)

I'll be packing up the van in five days! South Carolina.. here I come! I just have to cancel a couple more reservations, I've printed my maps... just need to pack and load the car!